The
sad part of it all is that I can't see him. I love him so much
and I miss him every second of everyday. He knows about my
feelings "apparently". I don't want to see other people, but I
still love him so much and I always will. I just can't forget
him. Everyday that passes I fall in love with him even more and I
miss him so much. Instead of moving on I love him more and more
and everyday I realize how much I want him. These feelings grow
inside me everyday. I'm dying of missing him.
The
reason why me and him have a strong and healthy relationship, it
is because we both are always honest with each other. We
communicate with eachother. We like to talk about endless things.
The conversation does not matter whether it be gross, creepy, sad
etc.. We make a bond that way. We made a promise to eachother
that we would listen and comfort eachother when we need to be at
our best. Always love, care, nurture and be there through thic
and thin. We would be eachothers ride or die
lovers.
I was
passing by the 400th hall and that's where I saw him for the
first time. In a crowded room our eyes would meet and there they
would remain for a minute or so. My heart would pound, I would
feel as light as air and I just felt super human. We had an
amazing connection, the strongest I have ever felt and I miss him
2 years on. I never looked into anyones eyes and felt tears well
up out of pure love. He was my soul mate, so emotionally linked
and both understood each other in a heart beat.