Moving on from someone
you loved is a constant battle.
It physically and mentally drains you because you're
constantly fighting back memories and feelings. And
that's why at 2 am when you're all alone, you
become weak. You're so tired of fighting it. And then
the memories come back and the longing returns and suddenly you
want to pick up the phone and you want to be in their arms, but
you don't do it. Because in the morning you'll have to
go back to being strong again and you'll have to go
back to fighting it, and a phone call wouldn't change
anything anyways..