Quotes added on Tuesday, August 4 2015

she's got broken things where her heart should be..

trying to not fall over the edge

i've been preaching keep your head up kid when all along i've had mine buried in the sand

If I could reach out
and touch you,
I'd stretch out my fingers
knowing now what a gift you are.

If I could speak words
and know you hear me,
I'd beg your forgiveness
for thinking for one second
love was not there.

If I could be in your company
and see the look in your eyes
telling me you know the depth of soul,
I would wrap my arms around you
and hold you tightly to myself
as if to never let you go.

why my mother shouldn't be allowed
to converse with people I know's moms:

mom: hey hanna...
me: yeah?
mom: maria was at the store today.
me: that's cool... yeah... who's that?
mom: woody's mom.
(quick interuption to explain that woody
was the nickname of this kid I went to 
school with. his legit name is not woody,
and I really think her and my sister are
the only ones that still call him that.)
me: oh.. yeah?
mom: yeah.. she said that woody is
coming back on break soon.
me: uh-huh..
mom: yeah, so I gave her the home phone
number, because I didn't know your cell, and
I told her to give it to him, and to give you a
call so you and him could catch up.. and stuff.

 

there is a difference between liking
something in order to bond with a friend,
and liking something in order to suck the
love of that thing out of a friend. anything
I love, always had to be taken away by my
friend. I don't watch all of the shows that I 
did, I don't do all of the things that I did, 
and I don't listen to all of the music that I
did. because when my friend liked a thing
that I did, she was a "hardcore fan" before
she even watched/did/or listened to it. 
she always had to upstage me, and know
more facts about the subject than I did. if
it was RuPaul's drag race, I had to watch
every season and episode and know 
every queen in order to compete. but
that is the thing, the stuff I enjoy was just
that; something I enjoy. I don't want it to 
turn into a chore to like something.