Quotes added on Sunday, November 22 2015
I just want to beg him to please not destroy me, use me, screw me
up again. I cant cope with that again. I really really cant
Tell me why you broke me down And betrayed my trust in you I'm not
giving up, giving in When will this war end? When will it end You
can't stop me from falling apart You can't stop me from falling
apart You can't stop me from falling apart 'Cause my
self-destruction is all your fault -skillet open wounds
“I gave you a second chance. I ran back into a burning house to save the things I loved.”
He leaves. You take a long shower, try to wash him out, between
the fingers, your neck and your bottom lip, you watch it all
spin down the drain. You step out, towel off, and for a moment
you think it's all going to be okay, the worst of it is
through. Then the sickening truth: he's still there,
everywhere, it still fxcking hurts.
1. I'm
lonely so I do lonely things.
2. Loving you was like going to war; I never came back the same.
3. You hate women, just like your father and his father, so it runs in your blood.
4. I was wandering the derelict car park of your heart looking for a ride home.
5. You're a ghost town I'm too patriotic to leave.
6. I stay because you're the beginning of the dream I want to remember.
7. I didn't call him back because he likes his girls voiceless.
8. It's not that he wants to be a liar, it's just that he doesn't know the truth.
9. I couldn't love you, you were a small war.
10. We covered the smell of loss with jokes.
11. I didn't want to fail at love like our parents.
12. You made the nomad in me build a house and stay.
13. I'm not a dog.
14. We were trying to prove our blood wrong.
15. I was still lonely so I did even lonelier things.
16. Yes, I'm insecure, but so was my mother and her mother.
17. No, he loves me he just makes me cry a lot.
18. He knows all of my secrets and still wants to kiss me.
19. You were too cruel to love for a long time.
20. It just didn't work out.
21. My dad walked out one afternoon and never came back.
22. I can't sleep because I can still taste him in my mouth.
23. I cut him out at the root, he was my favorite tree, rotting, threatening the foundations of my home.
24. The women in my family die waiting.
25. Because I didn't want to die waiting for you.
26. I had to leave, I felt lonely when he held me.
27. You're the song I rewind until I know all the words and I feel sick.
28. He sent me a text that said ‘I love you so bad’.
29. His heart wasn't as beautiful as his smile.
30. We emotionally manipulated one another until we thought it was love.
31. Forgive me, I was lonely so I chose you.
32. I am a lover without a lover.
33. I am lovely and lonely.
34. I belong deeply to myself.
2. Loving you was like going to war; I never came back the same.
3. You hate women, just like your father and his father, so it runs in your blood.
4. I was wandering the derelict car park of your heart looking for a ride home.
5. You're a ghost town I'm too patriotic to leave.
6. I stay because you're the beginning of the dream I want to remember.
7. I didn't call him back because he likes his girls voiceless.
8. It's not that he wants to be a liar, it's just that he doesn't know the truth.
9. I couldn't love you, you were a small war.
10. We covered the smell of loss with jokes.
11. I didn't want to fail at love like our parents.
12. You made the nomad in me build a house and stay.
13. I'm not a dog.
14. We were trying to prove our blood wrong.
15. I was still lonely so I did even lonelier things.
16. Yes, I'm insecure, but so was my mother and her mother.
17. No, he loves me he just makes me cry a lot.
18. He knows all of my secrets and still wants to kiss me.
19. You were too cruel to love for a long time.
20. It just didn't work out.
21. My dad walked out one afternoon and never came back.
22. I can't sleep because I can still taste him in my mouth.
23. I cut him out at the root, he was my favorite tree, rotting, threatening the foundations of my home.
24. The women in my family die waiting.
25. Because I didn't want to die waiting for you.
26. I had to leave, I felt lonely when he held me.
27. You're the song I rewind until I know all the words and I feel sick.
28. He sent me a text that said ‘I love you so bad’.
29. His heart wasn't as beautiful as his smile.
30. We emotionally manipulated one another until we thought it was love.
31. Forgive me, I was lonely so I chose you.
32. I am a lover without a lover.
33. I am lovely and lonely.
34. I belong deeply to myself.
— 34 Excuses for Why We
Failed at Love
30 day
letter challenge
Letter 1: Your bestfriend.
Letter 2: Your crush.
Letter 3: Your parents
Letter 4: Your siblings.
Letter 5: Your dreams.
Letter 6: A stranger.
Letter 7: Your favorite person ever.
Letter 8: Your favorite internet friend.
Letter 9: A person you wish to meet.
Letter 10: Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Letter 11: A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Letter 12: Person you hate the most.
Letter 13: Someone you wish you could forgive.
Letter 14: Someone you drifted away from.
Letter 15: The person you miss the most.
Letter 16: Someone that is not in your state.
Letter 17: Someone from your childhood.
Letter 18: The person you wish you could be.
Letter 19: Someone that pesters your mind (Good or bad).
Letter 20: The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Letter 21: Someone you judged by their first impression.
Letter 22: Someone you want to give a second chance to.
Letter 23: The last person you kissed.
Letter 24: The person that gave you your favorite memory.
Letter 25: The person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Letter 26: The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Letter 27: The friendliest person you knew for only a day.
Letter 28: Someone that changed your life.
Letter 29: The person you want to tell everything to, but are afraid to.
Letter 30: Your reflection in the mirror
Letter 1: Your bestfriend.
Letter 2: Your crush.
Letter 3: Your parents
Letter 4: Your siblings.
Letter 5: Your dreams.
Letter 6: A stranger.
Letter 7: Your favorite person ever.
Letter 8: Your favorite internet friend.
Letter 9: A person you wish to meet.
Letter 10: Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Letter 11: A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Letter 12: Person you hate the most.
Letter 13: Someone you wish you could forgive.
Letter 14: Someone you drifted away from.
Letter 15: The person you miss the most.
Letter 16: Someone that is not in your state.
Letter 17: Someone from your childhood.
Letter 18: The person you wish you could be.
Letter 19: Someone that pesters your mind (Good or bad).
Letter 20: The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Letter 21: Someone you judged by their first impression.
Letter 22: Someone you want to give a second chance to.
Letter 23: The last person you kissed.
Letter 24: The person that gave you your favorite memory.
Letter 25: The person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Letter 26: The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Letter 27: The friendliest person you knew for only a day.
Letter 28: Someone that changed your life.
Letter 29: The person you want to tell everything to, but are afraid to.
Letter 30: Your reflection in the mirror
