Quotes added on Monday, November 23 2015
Dear God,If tonight I lose my hope, remind me that your
plans are better than my dreams.
BABY, LOOK WHAT
YOU'VE DONE TO ME
WOMEN ARE
NOT YOUR
PROPERTY
Three
more
months
until
I get
to meet
my precious
little
girl
:)
She lays in bed and cries.
While he's out drinking booze and having the time of his life.
While he's out drinking booze and having the time of his life.
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desirability: 5;”>
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point of no return and now it's just too late to turn around
my heart is severely hurt and bruised but i have to do what
is right for myself. there's no point in being sad all the
time if all you're doing is being happy. i'm the only one
losing.
i try to forgive you but i struggle cause i don't know how
it's very hard to even move on and it's difficult to try
and see the light and not be so angry but seriously, all
i need is some help and time to get passed this and win
over my happiness again.
we built it up so high and now i'm falling
you took me to the top of the highest mountain and i fell
in love with the view. i was so blinded by the incredible
feeling you gave me, but i think it's time i got down,
even if i am afraid of heights.
it's a long way down
i need to let some things off my chest right now
so i apologize for any grammar mistakes in advance. I feel so
horrible lately. My mom has brain cancer and can either take chemo
or be put into palliative care. chemo seems to be pushing it
though. I havent seen my mom in roughly four years, and now she
might die. right when i have the chance to go see her. she might
die. also my dad lost his job and keeps snapping at me about it.
it's not my fault you lost your job ok dont yell at me and cuss
at me. and just generally speaking i feel bad. i feel dysphoric and
isolated and depressed. i have been trying so hard to post art onto
tumblr only to get like 13 notes, i need a major confidence
booster. nobody says nice things about my art or even me anymore.
im such a horrible person. even my mom said i have a huge ego.
there nothing to look forward to anymore. everything is going down
hill. my stress relief was in art but now when i do it it makes me
more stressed than i was before. id rather be dead right now
honestly. notice me. notice me, im a boy, i want to have fun
drawing, i want my mom to get better, i want my dad to stop yelling
all the time. not to mention things at school. people avoid me and
i have no friends. everyone i know is transferring to this stupid
arts school. my "boyfriend" doesnt bother speaking to me
hardly at all and would rather go off on his own than to even say
bye????? idk how relationships work but im pretty sure youre
supposed to like the person youre dating and i get the feeling he
doesnt like me at all. like what the heck man. theres so many
things happening and you cant manage to comfort me? I have internet
friends that do a better job at making me feel better than
you
