Quotes added on Sunday, January 17 2016

If you have children some day, when they point to the pictures...please tell them my name. Tell 'em how the crowds went wild, and tell 'em how I hope they shine.
One day when you contact me and ask, "How did we drift so far apart?" I won't be nearly as baffled as you are. I could hear this end coming years in advance. I heard it in your degrading comments and condescending laughs. Your selfish antics are something I could put up with from time to time, but it's not something I want to hold onto for the rest of my life. It's time for me to do what I do best, and cut ties with an old friend. I don't want to concern myself with one sided relationships, where my compassion is never even reciprocated. To be fair, I knew what this relationship was from the beginning. But I'll admit, at times I hoped it wouldn't have to end like this.
 
don't get me wrong; i am whole, complete, full, and thriving by my lonesome. i just like having you by my side to watch me grow.
.


Sometimes, I wish I could go back in life. Not to change things, just to feel a couple things twice.
 
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No matter how many coins you toss into the fountain, or how many fingers you cross, if its not meant to be, it won't happen.
 
Bold enough
to FALL
Flat on
my FACE!
FALLING on
my FACE
again so
I know
I'm right
on track...
"Guts"
|Dirty Work

 
"Tidal Waves"
|Future Hearts
 
shoot doubt in the face. kick your fears off of a cliff. poison your "what if's" and transform them into "will be's". give everything that's bullying your confidence of getting what you want a tall glass of bleach and tell them to drink it and get lost. don't let the negativity think that it is in control. you are. these are your dreams, and only you have the power to manifest them.
Day 17,

(what you are about to read is not written by me. i found it on the internet or tumblr and i loved it so i am NOT taking credit for this. it just hit me hard.) 

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you to wake you up but you won't and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can't even speak because the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she's never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she'll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there's something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you're gone and hurts more than anything. And you think your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn't leave the house anymore, she can't even get out of bed and she's getting thinner and thinner because it's to hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn't sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his dead baby, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that's when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she's screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they're all just sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it's gonna be okay like you always did, but this time your not there to do it, everything is dark now that you're gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in the hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. The girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don't talk to each other anymore, they don't talk to anyone, they're all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. Ms your teacher who gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can't breathe, he still calls you just to hear your voice and he talks to you on Facebook but you never message him back, he can't fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he's never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn't save you and he's never going to hold you in his arms or hear your laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallways a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you're gone, and they miss you, and they don't know why you left but it must've been there fault and they should've stopped you and they should've told you they loved more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

But you killed everyone else around you too.


- Anonymous (again i found on tumblr and i absolutely loved it)
 




LET'FABRICATE   



YOU SAID,
 "JUST FRIENDS &NO STRINGS," 

BUT THAT LEAVES LOOSE ENDS FOR ALL THINGS.

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