Good
Update:
We're talking again. His grandma is in ICU (intensive care
unit) because she's really not doing well. I told him to lie to
her and tell her we're getting married, because that will
excite her and made her get better soon. She really wants him
getting married soon.
Today after we started talking, I started to see again why
we're together. He admit he'd hate the idea of me ignoring
him and being busy all the time. I'm the only person he talks
to other than family, I'm his closest friend.
Today the good memories come back, When he used to surprise me with
raspberry macaroons at work, or raspberry Godiva chocolate because
he knew it was my favorite. Plus it always made my day. There were
no goodbyes without a hug. Every hello was with a hug. We'd be
at restaurants with me talking about anything, because I always
have something to talk about! and he'd sit there listen,
attentively. We'd be laughing at things.
We are all smiles when we are together, with not a problem in
the world in mind. We really enjoy the present when we are
together, no past thoughts or future thoughts. Time is a valuable,
as the pendulum swings. There is no better way I could possibly
spend it.
I get to see him tomorrow. I'm looking forward to this.