Quotes added on Tuesday, February 9 2016
I do not think anyone sees this, but I want to say it. First of
all, sorry for my bad English.
It's really horrible knowing that my life depends on someone
I don't know, they don't know of my
existence.
They don't know that I exist.
And I love them, but they could never say me
"beautiful", and I'll never hug them.
They are only idols, I'm one in a million.
"they are only idols", no, they are like my
life, my heart, my head, all my body.
And I love them more than people that I have beside
me.
I can say you that It's nothing cute cry in front of a
screen, watching meet and greets, things that only happen in
America.
Oh, everything would be easier if I lived there, in america!
But "the world is not a wish-granting factory": a stupid phrase of a stupid movie, but, is the truth. Okay, the movie is not stupid, and the book... either.
But, can you understand? I look like a depressed teenager, but... It's not like that. I want to publish my whim, my "sentences" it's very egocentric, i know that but, i don't have no one here...
And, after all, they're "just idols".
"Just idols", nothing more...
"Just idols".
But "the world is not a wish-granting factory": a stupid phrase of a stupid movie, but, is the truth. Okay, the movie is not stupid, and the book... either.
But, can you understand? I look like a depressed teenager, but... It's not like that. I want to publish my whim, my "sentences" it's very egocentric, i know that but, i don't have no one here...
And, after all, they're "just idols".
"Just idols", nothing more...
"Just idols".
When all you wanted was to be wanted, wish you could go back
and tell yourself what you know
now.
