Quotes added on Tuesday, March 8 2016
To the boy
who i used to love
to the way he made my inner
body tingle
every time i heard his name
to the way my face lit up every time i
saw his posture
his gentle approach
or the sounds of words he
used to say
to the way he missed me at 2 in the afternoon
called my job
asked to speak to me
so he can hear my voice
missed me at 10 at night
called my phone
saw me,
To all the sadness
that i kept hidden
to all the passion
i had
to the way i looked him in the eye
and saw everything
the hurt
the pain
the happiness
the love
the way his eyes gleamed
everytime he saw something he liked
or the way
his voice changes
everytime he saw something he didn’t like
To the way he used to
look me in the eye
and say one word
and i would surrender
i loved him
i liked him
i hated him
i dont know
i missed him when
i drove alone down the barren roads
and i missed him even more
when i heard Ed Sheeran
playing slowly from the radio
I missed him when i look to my left
and no one was there
it was not fair
for him to leave
me in this mess
of emotions
scars that were bandaged up
that he ripped piece by piece
he left me barren, naked of emotion
and then slowly left me alone in this mess
and now all i do is wait for his arrival
wait for the judge to remove him
from the gates of hell
wait till i hear the call
“ I am finally free”
and than i will embrace him
his lies
his vulnerability
his crooked smile
and overly annoying laugh
because besides
i've always wanted to play the hero
and eventually i will save the villain.
