I-I have fake conversations in
front of my bathroom mirror and I'm always in over my
head with explosive ideas. I think up crazy insane scenarios
and get angry when I realise they aren't tangible. I get
and go mad without warning and I'm not going to apologise
for any of it. If you like cool, calm and predictable, then I
suggest you look the other way. Because I'm not that sort
of girl, at least not today. Right now I'm high and
fuming, I'm bubbling over with excitement and at the edge
of my seat with anxiety. I'm feeling a million emotions
pounding through my veins and a tide of hysteria has just
crashed into me. There's a weird feeling tugging at my
heart strings, my heads spinning a million miles an hour and
I'm just sitting here. There's a storm in my mind and
a battle in my heart, I'm winning in both while waving
white flags. I don't make sense, but that's all part
of the plan. Or maybe it's not, but let's just wait
and see, man.