Quotes added on Saturday, May 21 2016
“
Human
beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but
refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the
slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their
feelings may not be recognized, or even worse, returned. But one
thing about human beings that puzzles me the most is their
conscious effort to be connected with the object of their
affection even if it kills them slowly
within.—Sigmund Freud
”
Ever update an app and realize the "fixed issues" were
all a lie and it will never be the same? That's what going back
to an ex is like.
The past ruins the present to destroy the future. Take charge of
the NOW.
yesterday was so horrible. like I walk in and get yelled at at work
for literally no reason.. twice. then my one customer is my ex
boyfriends dad. and it's not a quick in and out. its a "I want 4
packs of this and 4 packs of that.. and I want to cash in this
lotto ticket for more lotto tickets but you gotta wait for me to
pick them out." and as soon as he left, my crush that I've been
trying to woo on snapchat walks in. and I was already too flustered
to think of anything to say so I kinda rushed and it was all just
BAD.
Just right when I thought I was getting familar with the voices inside my head
and walking through my days half alive, you came along.
I don't know if I could say you have saved me,
for I don't even know if I wanted to be saved.. at least not in this way.
My sleepless nights.. are still sleepless nights but spent next to you.
My empty fridge is now filled with groceries that could make dinner for two.
My once depressing mornings have turned into waking up to a "good morning" from you.
My playlist of songs for grieving is replaced with songs ready for a roadtrip anytime soon.
But most importantly, my empty cold heart has turned into blazing fire because of you.
Now I don't know where my reckless mind might take us
but whatever will be the end of this -for the first time-
I want it to be a happy one.
I'M GOING THROUGH HELL GETTING OVER YOU, BUT IT DOESN'T HURT LIKE IT USED TO.
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Please don't remove this, or make it invisible!
Image is from tumblr, original photographer unknown.
july 20: you told me you wanted to wake up to me for the rest of
your life. august 31: you found happiness in her bed
