Quotes added on Monday, September 5 2016

i thought the pain would end with you, but little did i know it was just starting.

not killing myself is a personal achievement but you can't really brag about that at dinner parties.

that girl in your class,
she laughs.
she has a smile
that lights up the entire room.
that girl in your class,
she has great grades,
she doesn't even have to try.
that girl in your class,
has seemingly amazing friends,
that care about her.
that girl in your class,
she has scars;
lines marking her body
and friends that don't notice
and some that don't care.
that girl in your class,
doesn't remember
what it's like not to cry.
she cries herself to sleep
every night.
but hey, at least she smiles.
so she's okay,
right?

And I think life has a way of hitting you a little harder in the morning than it does at night. You see at night, there is this chance of sleep. Of forgetting. Of something better. But in the morning? It all hits you at once, when you realize exactly where things are at, it slams you down into your bed as you watch a recap of all the highlights of the things you were trying to forget.