Quotes added on Friday, September 23 2016
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maybe we
were too young
to be
something real
"whatever"
"i never mattered to you anyway"
"i never mattered to you anyway"
Cancer.
As someone who has never had cancer I hold the song
"Cancer" by My Chemical Romance very close to my
heart. Because it means something different for me, It
means a place, a moment. A scene I dreamt over and
over in my head when I wanted to pull a trigger or
overdose. I played that song because I had something
in common with the imaginary person who has cancer
in that story: I felt close to death and wanted to say
goodbye to everyone i loved. For years I've held that song
tightly in my heart because no other song has ever
described what I feel in those moments like that one.
Not because I like sad songs, if that were the case I'd
just listen to Mayday Parade. But this song is different,
It's exectly what I would say if I was desperate and suicidal.
I'd feel like my body is broken, weary, pale and faded.
I'd feel that I need to say goodbye to those I love, and I
would not kiss the person I truely love because it would
only make it harder to leave.
•
So I guess it's not the most relatable song to me, since I
don't actualy have Cancer, my lips aren't chapped and
faded from being poisoned from chemo. But at the same
time it's more relatable to me than any other song. And it's
been with me for a long time like an old friend. I know it
well and it's changed along with me, sharing moments
and feelings together. While those moments were
dangerous they impacted me and listening to that song
everytime has sometimes kept me alive. Strange I know.
But I love that song more than any other, because it's the
one that s stuck with me the longest and provided
sanctuary when nothing else could.
As someone who has never had cancer I hold the song
"Cancer" by My Chemical Romance very close to my
heart. Because it means something different for me, It
means a place, a moment. A scene I dreamt over and
over in my head when I wanted to pull a trigger or
overdose. I played that song because I had something
in common with the imaginary person who has cancer
in that story: I felt close to death and wanted to say
goodbye to everyone i loved. For years I've held that song
tightly in my heart because no other song has ever
described what I feel in those moments like that one.
Not because I like sad songs, if that were the case I'd
just listen to Mayday Parade. But this song is different,
It's exectly what I would say if I was desperate and suicidal.
I'd feel like my body is broken, weary, pale and faded.
I'd feel that I need to say goodbye to those I love, and I
would not kiss the person I truely love because it would
only make it harder to leave.
•
So I guess it's not the most relatable song to me, since I
don't actualy have Cancer, my lips aren't chapped and
faded from being poisoned from chemo. But at the same
time it's more relatable to me than any other song. And it's
been with me for a long time like an old friend. I know it
well and it's changed along with me, sharing moments
and feelings together. While those moments were
dangerous they impacted me and listening to that song
everytime has sometimes kept me alive. Strange I know.
But I love that song more than any other, because it's the
one that s stuck with me the longest and provided
sanctuary when nothing else could.
As far back as I can recall, it’s felt like I was some
kind of mistake in the alignment of fates. Just a little kid, but
I felt so out of place, and it hasn’t changed. In fact, the
feelings only amplified and intensified as I’ve grown older.
The author of this universe needs to write an erratum page with
my name on it; I have never been serendipitous. There is a
swelling, foreboding sea inside of me, tides rising and swirling
kinetically, ready to turn into a tsunami - I’m bracing myself
for the impact of a mega wave, looming over my head for my entire
existence. The laws of gravity say that one day it has to come
crashing down on me, and maybe that’s okay, maybe if I’m
washed away: erased - it will right a terrible wrong; I
shouldn’t have been here, I was an error all along.
Remember every time u see a sunrise its your next chance to
go out and make a difference whether its in school or its at home
big or small differences they all cont no matter what so
don't stop find out a solution and help those out there who
are going what u have gone thru when I was 5 I was abused
cracked sturnum 3 broken ribs cracked spine cracked pelvis
and a two inch tear on my large intestine but u know what Ive
held on so I could help those whose almost given up
none of us are promised tomorrow so make the most of it
today go help those who are giving up I work at an
addiction program for those who are struggling and think like a
diamond the more pressure you're under the better u
turn out so those who have struggled u can relate to more people
than those who haven't it is the strugllers who can make the
difference over all so stay strong stay strong and
seek God for all your answers bless you all
