I don’t wanna pretend to be happy anymore, this fake
smile is starting to hurt my cheeks. I don’t wanna think about
the future, because I know it’s nothing but bleak. I don’t
wanna leave this house anymore, I don’t even wanna leave this
bed. I don’t wanna be awake anymore, all I hear is this chaos
in my head. I don’t wanna breathe anymore, I'm just better off
dead.