Even when I'm with my friends I'm lonely. I
don't want to see them anymore, why do they still want to see
me? Even when I'm with my friends, I'm unhappy. Why do I
still feel unhappy? Even when I'm laughing with friends,
I'm wishing I was somewhere else. Probably just in bed.
Probably just asleep. Even with friends, I still feel like this.
I've been distancing myself, pushing them away. Why do they
still want to be with me, even when I'm showing clear signs
that I can't keep this up anymore.