Its crazy its been five years since you left us
. I still wake up and think about you at breakfast . i miss that
smile that you had , it was infectious . I know you still with me ,
my angels are my protectors. I really wish you didnt have to go and
take your life. I really wish you found another way to make it
right. I got the news and im like nah man he aint the type ,
he's way stronger that that . He wouldve stayed to fight. But I
aint know bout yo demons and ish thats why it hurts casue looking
back , you were screaming and ish . Aint nobody came to rescue
you.. You left the devil get the best of you . You gotta ace it
when he testing you. But im going to carry on your legacy and focus
on the silver linin you couldnt never see , man you should be in
the league nobody had a better three. The moment that you let it
go, is the moment that you let it be . And i still dont get it .
But ive learned from it . Thats why i always go to my friends and
say lets burn something. Cause idk when we gon go , and death is so
unexpected , but ill always be yo bro . Dont ever feel unaccepted .
If you ever feel too distant then just call me... for all the times
i acted different ..
im
truly sorry .