Quotes added on Friday, May 12 2017
Birds Fly in
the Sky, because they don't know how to Cry! They know just one
thing, to Sing!
I want you to know that it is not always easy to love me.
In fact, it’s probably never easy to love me. Not even for a
second. I’m hard to love, 'cause sometimes my heart fills with
so much emptiness that it’s hard to breath. And sometimes my
mind wanders out to the extreme and brings back emotions I
thought would be gone. My point is I’m not easy to love, and if
you can’t love me when I don’t talk to you for three days
because I’m just so depressed that getting out of bed is hard
then you are not fit to love me. If you can’t love me when
I’m warm & happy at 2 pm then you can’t love me when I’m
cold & harsh at 4 am. I need a lover who knows how to love me
when I’m sad because the fact is I can’t do this on my own.
Even if I say I can, I know deep down I can’t. And I don’t
want to do it all alone which is what I’ve been doing for the
past 18 years of life I’ve had. So please, if you’re gonna
love me when I’m happy and sweet and spilling I love you’s
out like it’s your name then you’re gonna have to love me
when I’m on my bathroom floor crying, too tired to move, scared
of what I’ll do. You’re gonna have to hold me. You’re gonna
have to tell me it’s gonna be okay even if you don’t think it
is. You’re gonna have to tell me that even in this mist of
sadness that I have you. That I’m not alone even though I feel
like I am 99% of the time. So please, please, please be careful
with my heart. It’s been broken so many times and sure I’ve
always put it back together but my kindness is growing weaker
with every I love you that is met with a “goodbye, you
weren’t enough.” So all I ask is think. Please think for a
good 10 minutes of this, if I’m what you want. If you can
handle this. If you choose to stay I promise I’ll love you the
same each day. I promise I’ll love you when you are down about
life and I promise I’ll love you when you are so joyful that it
hurts to smile because you’ve been doing it all day. I promise
I’ll love you with everything I have which isn’t much but I
hope it’s enough. I hope I’m enough. So when you figure
everything out let me know. I’ll be waiting.
I'd still like to get that book from you. ( Friday @4:19)
Jump out the window - Big Sean (Friday @4:50)
I dreamt of love
with no war
No crime in the mouth
or on the hands
What a lifetime with
you meant when
death was not
whining at the foot
of the bed
or scratching at the door
I dreamt of rotten fruit
in the yard we watered
A grave so out of place
under the shade of our
lemon tree
You danced over
the fresh dirt
and promised you
wouldn’t be
a word that hurt to say
Now
Your name
sits heavy on the tongue
like grief
Sits hot
in the belly
like blood
with no war
No crime in the mouth
or on the hands
What a lifetime with
you meant when
death was not
whining at the foot
of the bed
or scratching at the door
I dreamt of rotten fruit
in the yard we watered
A grave so out of place
under the shade of our
lemon tree
You danced over
the fresh dirt
and promised you
wouldn’t be
a word that hurt to say
Now
Your name
sits heavy on the tongue
like grief
Sits hot
in the belly
like blood
“
Tell me the
story
again,
of the sparrows who flew from falling Rome,
their blazed wings.
How ruin nested inside each thimbled throat
& made it sing
—OCEAN VUONG, SEVENTH CIRCLE OF EARTH.
again,
of the sparrows who flew from falling Rome,
their blazed wings.
How ruin nested inside each thimbled throat
& made it sing
—OCEAN VUONG, SEVENTH CIRCLE OF EARTH.
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I want the cottage. I want the green grass and the tomato plants. I want the peace in you; the front porch rocking chair lullaby; our cricket legs rubbing together under the covers. We can’t have it all. I know that, but humor me. We can’t have it all, but we can have most of it.
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I want the cottage. I want the green grass and the tomato plants. I want the peace in you; the front porch rocking chair lullaby; our cricket legs rubbing together under the covers. We can’t have it all. I know that, but humor me. We can’t have it all, but we can have most of it.
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