It’s terrible to see yourself drown into nothingness. You
are aware of what's happening but you don’t have enough power
left to stop yourself. You don’t have anymore strength left to
keep yourself up on your feet. And then you fall. You fall and your
heart, locked inside that strong calcium cage, sinks. It sinks into
that realm of nothingness. A place where you don’t feel anything.
Not love, not hatred, not sorrow, not joy. Absolutely nothing. No
one can protect you. No one can get you out of it. All you can do
is watch yourself sinking. All you should do is watch yourself
sinking, very carefully. You know why? Because nothing falls
forever. Yes things do get broken in a hard fall, but once they hit
the ground the only task they have left to do is either fix
themselves up or build something new out of what's left. All you
got to do is watch yourself till you hit the ground.