Mm i suppose everythings alright. Fell back into the pit of being
drunk and high all the time. I hate the fact that I look at Ethan
and despise him. I hate that i love him for the fact hes a baby
and hes so pure and innocent. Yet I hate the fact of how hes
here. Why hes here. Hate that I cant even look at my own belly
for the fact I could have had that. Devils spawn; whatever you
said. I hate that Im no longer in control of things. I hate that
Im so damn hateful. (Weds @5:37 pm)