Hey there, we haven't
spoken in a while.
I still come on here though, hoping that maybe you'll see my
I read through your quotes about me. The quotes that show how
pain I put you through get me the most. It's 3:30 in the
morning and I
can't sleep. I'm miserable. These times I often look back
at our pictures,
and witty, and pretty much anything I can cling onto to
It usually makes it worse. How could I be so careless? How could I
so selfish? How could I be so heartless? I still promise you that
ever happened between me and anyone else while I was with you.
I could never do that. I constantly think about you still. I hope
that you are
doing well, and that the family is doing well, that you still have
abundance of friends. I worry what your mother and father think of
How wretched I am to them.. I cry. Even though it's been years,
I still cry.
I still wonder what it would've been like had everything worked
out in our
favor. I'm not still in love with you, and I don't want you
to get the wrong
idea, but I do want you to know that I am not as heartless as
you and I regret it every day. You deserved so much better than
were given. I hate myself for it. Every moment that I think about
it, it hurts.
I often recall memories of us. I'm not sure if it's good or
bad, but it makes
me happy knowing that we've made memories. You loved me,
good and the bad, unconditionally. I thank you for that. There are
that could either thank you, or apologize to you for
You will always hold a special place in my heart. Don't ever
And, please, don't ever forget about me, because I haven't
to forget any of our memories. They're still vivid as the day
we made them.