Quotes added on Thursday, September 7 2017

I'm usually really good at blocking you out especially lately but its 2:26 and I can't fall back asleep. So all those damn memories of us start creeping back in. Don't want to take those sleeping meds because wanna go for a run in like two an a half hours. I don't know why I keep thinking about the very first night I stayed over. Laying on your living room floor and then passing out on your bed right after you sat with me for like five minutes telling me to stay awake... When we came back from tahoe we should of went to san fran. As scrubby as we looked we should of just headed there when we could of. I now regret that memory we could of made. Well gunna see if I can keep my eyes closed a little longer. Sweet dreams 2:35
I tried so hard but I didn't get the result I wanted. Still, I'll try harder. That's all I can do.
Thanks to crimson24 for following me
Everytime Im home and check on here its a risk. Every night hes home we drink. Most of the time I have a beer or two then go to bed since I work so early. Last night I drank a lot. He did too; but he passed out pretty early which was weird. I couldnt fall asleep so ended up taking a bath. Kept drinking and checked on here and saw that post. Drank more, faster. Now Im at work trying so hard to get sober cause Im still drunk. Chugging water and just trying to get it together. Guess we'lp see how this works out. (8:53 thurs)
SHIPPING>STUDYING
I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
 
Sorry I havent posted in ages just because school started 2 days ago
Wow. well don't do it at home. I've gotta head over to pops's later to clean up the yard and clear off the porch for our pot luck after the ceremony tomarrow. Said I'd hang up this screen around the porch too I guess he always wanted to screen it in so they could eat dinner out there. Wish I would of knew that I would of did it for him. This whole things just been crazy. Feel like everyones claws are slowly coming out but after tomarrow they'll really be out. Everythings been a "debate" I guess you could say. Pops always wanted to be barried next to his wife. He bought his plot when she died but in his last few years everything changed. He was actually considering just donating his body to science.Just sounds crazy to me because he was a man of God. He lived by that book. But shoot he considered letting people buy some of his land to grow pot on too lol so who knows what he was thinking. Sharon keeps asking me what I want of his but I can't think of a single thing. I would love something to keep of his around the house but just can't think of anything 2:05
I know it’s over,
still I cling;
I don’t know where else I can go.

 
I know it’s over,
and it never really began,
but in my heart it was so real.
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