i can't believe how could my love become so weak..that it
couldn't hold her back. I did everything, tried in every way
still what i got was tears. I never expected this, god I never
asked for this.
i lifted the wet silk close to my
eyes, and then closer still.
I had misread the blue word embroidered on the yellow
silk.
it was not Beloved.
i had invented a word that was not there. beheaded. it was
beaheaded.