I feel like my friends know that something is off but
they're just too afraid to bring it up. I know they care, but
to some degree they probably think I'm just being rude. That
I'm not replying to texts because I don't like them
anymore. That I can't be happy for them when I try to anymore.
And it's not that I don't like them anymore. It's just
hard to get happy over things sometimes. It's lame but kpop is
the only thing I get excited over. One group in particular. I thank
God I have something to be happy about and look forward to. But
yeah. Other than that, it's weird. It's been like this for
ages, it shouldn't feel weird anymore.