I finally got the
courage to tell you I was sorry for everything I put you
Even though I know you couldn't see me, I still tried to hold
back the tears, but I failed.
I don't know why it hurts me so bad. Maybe it was because
I've always loved you.
Maybe it's because neither of us had trust and that's
what lead us to failure.
I guess we'll never know now. And even though I've
apologized.. It still hurts.
It still lingers and bothers me. But at least now I can say I did
it and work on it from there.
Talking the other day was nice. It was nice to catch up. It
brought back a lot of memories.
It made me feel like maybe I hadn't lost you as a friend.
I'm sorry I wasn't there for you.
I'm sorry I wasn't able to protect you, or at least help
you through everything you went through
after me. I feel like part of it was my fault. If I never left,
would everything have gone
differently for us ?
Still, we'll never know. But it's never bad to wonder
what could've been.