~\You've done something so unforgivable but you're pulling me in
even when your words are pushing me away. Its driving me crazy. I
know you're no good, but you're giving me what I once missed and
longed for. i rather suffer than be with someone like you/~
I made up all of these rules just to break them. I made
all of these friends just to lose them. I made all of these
memories just to forget them. If it works that way, then you're
not real.
One thing I hate about myself is telling others and trying so hard
to convince them you're happy . . . and then an hour later, I admit
i'm falling apart.~~~ One thing I love about myself is that, I at
least, admit what I lied about at all.
You worry so much about the future but that wont happen unless
you do something about the present. Little do you know, every
second that passes is already in the past and every second after
that second that passed, is our future.
Every year I walk around to meet new people and when I see my
friends again, they get excited and tell me they missed me.
Honestly, that is enough for me to know im loved and enough to know
that I kind of suck for looking like im in need of new friends.