Is This It? Part 5.
Wow. Wow. Wow.
It's been 7 years since I've posted anything about this
story, MY story. Just wow.
This IS it.
This story isn't about my life with brandon anymore, and
*spoiler alert* it's not a
story that is going to end with brandon in it. In 2011, I was a
stupid 15 year old girl who was a sophomore in high
school. The last you all know, I was breaking up with boys
left and right for brandon. Believe it or not, he was not who or
what I was looking for. 2011-2012 was the last time we dated,
I'm not even sure how long we ended up dating for, but it
doesn't matter anymore. There were a lot of inconviences with
him from then on out for the rest of high school, he was on my bus
for awhile, and when he got a car he would occasionally give me
rides. Junior and Senior year in high school are such a blurr now,
they went by so fast (and trust me, unless you have really bad
experiences in high school, believe us when we say that you
WILL miss it) I was even in one of his classes
junior year and it was not pretty. Don't get me wrong, I wish
the best for brandon for the rest of his life, but I don't
physically care about him, he was my first "love"
(I'll explain in the advice section at the end) and I
don't regret anything, because it's what brought me here,
to where I am today. I actually ended up dating the kid I was
supposed to go to the semi-formal with (back in 2011, check Is This
It? Part 4) His name is Cam. We started dating in November of 2012
and lasted right up until August of 2014. We had both moved on and
I even wished him a happy birthday when it rolled around, but there
was never a response. Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, and not a
single word was exchanged. My birthday day and I got a text message
from Cam, and that was it, we talked for an entire week, and sure
it was awkward at first but then not at all. We started dating
again a week later (2015) and we haven't stopped since (2018).
We've had many bumps through this part of our relationship, but
it's nothing I'm going to get into. He
IS the one. Not brandon, or any other guy
that I talked about in this series, and I feel bad for not going to
the formal with him when I was supposed to, but I don't regret
anything that has gotten us to this point. I WAS a stupid
15 year old girl who was a sophomore in high school, now I'm a
SMARTER, 22 year old woman, who is graduating college
in TWO months with a baccalaureates degree in business.
I'm all grown up and I know what I want. This relationship I am
in is so much more than what I've ever had with anyone else,
and I plan on spending the rest of my life with Cam, having a nice
house with 2-3 kids, a dog and a cat. I dream of the typical
american family with the white picket fence, and I know that some
day I will have that with him, it might not be a white picket
fence, but it might be brown or blue. This story is about my life
with Cam, and it's going to end just like this. Him & I.
Some advice for any high school girl that still rolls on here: I
put the quotations around the word love because I don't feel
the same way about Cam as I did brandon. What I feel with Cam is
better, I can't describe my feelings with cam (i know it sounds
cliche but it's true) You think your first love is love because
you don't know anything else until it comes around. Some high
school couples work out, some don't. I just got lucky and ended
up having a relationship I THOUGHT I wanted not working out, which
opened a door to a relationship that I don't ever wish never
I promise this time that this is the last part of Is This It?