Quotes added on Monday, May 7 2018

Whenever a problem arrives, do three things—Face it, Fight it, and Finish it.

Things just aren't going to work out for me, huh? I've been single for two years, my last relationship was a joke and before that I was with someone who I considered to be my soulmate. I am about to graduate college and I met him when I was a senior in high school. We have been broken up for three years and he still crosses my mind everyday, even though we really don't talk. I was ready to falll in love with my best friend at some point, but didn't let myself fall because I was too scared, and it didn't matter because he didn't feel the same way, so we don't talk anymore because I emotionaly cannot maintain a friendship with him that won't turn into anything more, my heart can't take it. For the last year, one of my exes and I started being f/ck buddies, because it was easy and fun and we didn't want to have feelings. He went on to stat dating another girl without even telling me, and I thought we were better friends than that. And now last night, one of my best friends from high school confessed his love for me, and we slept together because we were drunk and it seemed right in the moment. He was looking me in the eyes telling me he loves me, and I felt something in my heart that I haven't felt in years, since I've been with the guy I thought I was going to marry in high school. But when the sun rose and he had time to process everything, he tells me that a lot of his feelings are from years ago, that he doesn't think that pursuing us is something that he can mentally handle right now. That his feelings were once true, but that this was all in the heat of the moment. And on top of that, I've just been aimlessly wandering on Tinder for years, thinking that maybe if I just stick it out I will end up meeting someone worth my time, but of course I'm wrong. I don't know what to do and I have been immensely disappointed time after time after time and I feel so lost. I haven't had feelings for f/cking years and as soon as it seems like there's a chance, it IMMEDIATELY disappears, just like that. It's as if the moment I feel some kind of emotion, it's an automatic "f/uck you" from life and I get crushed, every single time. I don't know how much more patient I need to be, and how much longer I have to deal with this until I can finally feel my heart set on fire for another person again. 

"Ha, Ha, No"             5.5.16

You act fine,
Like you were never mine.
Don't lie,
we both know you were once or twice mine before.
But don't expect me to let you walk through my closed door.
It's not for you, boo-hoo.
You can weep while I peacefully sleep.
I don't care, you weren't there.
Now you're here,
but I have disappeared.
Saying you're sorry,
Saying you're in love.
Don't worry...
Guess you were never taught
to never mess with a b*tch that doesn't like strangers,
'Cos they're not afraid to bite.

                                                                 ~WIGBM

"Stay a Little Longer?"         5.6.16

You notice the little details I place.
Out of nowhere,
Out of space.
I find it cute,
I find it adorable.
It's no wonder 
you're found so lovable.
There's a million things
I like about you.
There's a million things
I want to do with you.
Tell me you like it here.
So I won't have anything to fear.
Though, I know you'll leave.
And this time I'll let it be.

                                            ~WIGBM

~So much for being happy and hopeful...~

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