The sun will still smile down on me if I cry. The world
won't end just because I want it to either. I can't hold onto the
hands of time and ask them to stop for a moment or an eternity.
Life is just happening to me. My parents just decided and i was
poofed into existence. A soul was breathed into me and it's still
here. Breathing even if i don't want it to. The sun will still set
whether i want it to or not. A new day will roll around whether i'm
prepared for it or not. Right now life is just happening to me. No
other way to describe it. Life isn't hurting or exciting me. It's
just happening. Like i'm just watching a movie, nothing too
problematic or uneventful. It's just on because someone decided to
turn it on. But i'm the one who has to watch it for its entirety
incase something happens. idek.