supposed to be a rest day, all i think of is d-day. i
know i should be resting. rest when i'm dead rings in my
head. supposed to be my rest day. keep pushing it away. gradually
get more tired, but it's not the type of "Oh i need to
stop and have a rest day" type of tired. Just a
"you've kept it up this long and could keep going"
type of tired. need to take one already but don't let myself.
gotta do it already but im not ready. running out of rest