how to be a friend. how to be a good friend. i
think i know. keep secrets. share presents. be there for them.
support them. reply to texts. texting them whenever. feeling
comfortable with them enough to tell them whatever. then when you
get to see them, don't dread it. enjoy being with them.
i've subconsiously listen this in order of what i can do, to
what i struggle with the most. keeping secrets is easy. buying
presents, easy. enjoying the friendship? if i have kept it this
long, then i must enjoy it surely. surely it's not because i
haven't known better. surely.