I crumbled her into a ball and threw her out in the trash. when I
see her now I don't feel anything for her. she is pitiful,
but she doesn't even deserve my pity. in my eyes she's
just a run down, sick dog. never loyal, always barked at the
sound of the wind. didn't learn new tricks, just stuck to the
same old ones. years of patience, yet barely even toilet trained.
we all learnt the games she could play. now sick of throwing the
same ball for her to pick up and bring back again. this is
stagnant, it is draining. i stopped thinking of her as an equal.
i can't respect someone who can flip their switch and not
care about anyone but themselves. stupid, waste of time. would
have thrown her out earlier if i knew it would become like this.