Quotes added on Friday, March 27 2020
"You said it in a playful way. You
were being serious. i knew but i played along. both on
self-sabotage mode. i knew, i just didn't care. if you're
going to ruin me, just do it. we're not coming back to our
senses anytime soon. like we've always done, we'll bury
this one too. another dirty secret to bring us closer. your past
and mine too. they're similar. our futures...we will worry
about that some other time. right now it's fight or flight.
survival mode. we don't know any of that. your my unhealthy
coping mechanism. we're both so serious, it's funny. you
keep creeping into my thoughts. i feel myself become more like
you. even your breathing is timed with my heart beat. started
from your fingertips now this blue stain has made its way all
over. if you're going to ruin everything, start and end with
me. if i meet your eyes and don't break, it's
over."
