Quotes added on Saturday, April 4 2020
If you work in the fragrance industry, every now and then you need
to stop and not smell the roses, or any other scent whatsoever.
The start was doomed from the project.
My memories are being reshuffled, all that's left is grey.
Was it a good childhood, were they good friendships? Did I enjoy
the life I lived? At the time, was I happy? Content at least?
Surely I was happy at some point. I can't have lived my whole
life without colour. But when I look back...I keep looking back.
All that's left is grey. Small flashes that I thought I could
forget by now, some are revisited as I try to rest. They
resurface and before I can wish it away a tear has already sunken
into my pillow. Makes me wonder if everyone lives like this. If
my tears were always this salty. If I was just supposed to keep
living like this. I keep telling myself one day at a time. One of
these days it'll get better. Each day breaks me in a new way,
but it just has to get better. God is fair. If it wasn't for
that then I couldn't breathe let alone sigh a minute
longer.
あなたよりも一人だけ気分が悪くなることができます。
昔からのあなたです。
