Quotes added on Sunday, April 12 2020
i'm the typical high
strung type. only thing not straight as an axe about me is my
posture. always slumped over a desk working. always have to be
doing something. i always need to be distracting myself. i think
i got all my gaming 'wiggles' out too early. all i did
when i was younger was play computer games. now when i want to
relax i just bindge watch and eat. even then i can't
completely zone out. i struggle with staying focussed in the
moment. at times like that i turn to you. the best distraction;
the expert at keeping me present in the moment. when i meet your
eyes, you take me there.
You're not my man. Likewise, i am not
your woman. I want to have you but i don't have it in me.
I'll let you hold my hand again tonight. It's not because
it's you. It is because I am selfish and lonely tonight.
Those words of comfort I gave you...I think I might need them.
That hug, that soothing. Those empty, decorated compliments; I
think I need them too. Reassurance that I'm a good person,
that I have a heart. Can you please tell me those things? When
morning comes you'll have to let me go and pretend nothing
has changed. Don't call or get too concerned, but honey,
I think I've hit a wall tonight. I can't fix
this on my own. I'm not sure how I'm going to keep this
show running. I'm so sick of playing myself and coming back
to you. You're not mine and i'm not yours. I keep telling
you. It is not because it is you, it is simply
because.
Does anyone play
animal crossing?
Do you want
to be friends?
Please ^^
Do you want
to be friends?
Please ^^
