Quotes added on Thursday, October 15 2020
Skies
Of Dark October-
I open
my eyes looking around My room and as usual I find myself
alone. As I awaken from my sacred slumber I feel the energies
around me as they begin to turn dark and
cold.
I
arise from the bed where I lay and make my way to the bathroom
that is shrouded in darkness except for a small amount of light
that illuminates from a tiny bulb above the sink. I start to
remove my clothes starting with my shirt but am stopped in my
tracks as I see coming through the window out of the corner of
my eye a dim orange glow of light followed by a howling wind
that would send shivers creeping down almost any humans spine.
But as stand there alone I feel no chills or fear as I have
come to Love the Darkness the sights and sounds that return
from beyond their graves during this time of
year.
I feel
a sense of calmness a slight charm that I love and hold so near
as I stare out into the horizon of the now dim orange glowing
light as the sunsets and daylight dies once More under the
dimming cold fluorescents of the dark mid October
skies.
it's like i'm
making up for lost time.
gushing to you about everything i've done or been doing
clinging on for another hug or chance at cuddling.
all my forbidden fruits were complex feelings.
when betrayal and sadness could only be expressed through
the careful yet immature words of "i'm upset/angry."
but now i'm catching up on lost time.
like how your name never lost meaning after saying it a million times:
i'll spew out "i love you" a million times over.
[let's keep existing between this line of black and white.]
this grey is now a glowing silver and this heart has a lot of love to give.
after suppressing it all and only living out my dreams while i lie asleep,
now i want to keep making up for lost time in this space with you.
gushing to you about everything i've done or been doing
clinging on for another hug or chance at cuddling.
all my forbidden fruits were complex feelings.
when betrayal and sadness could only be expressed through
the careful yet immature words of "i'm upset/angry."
but now i'm catching up on lost time.
like how your name never lost meaning after saying it a million times:
i'll spew out "i love you" a million times over.
[let's keep existing between this line of black and white.]
this grey is now a glowing silver and this heart has a lot of love to give.
after suppressing it all and only living out my dreams while i lie asleep,
now i want to keep making up for lost time in this space with you.
