ever feel like everytime you think your getting closer to your friend you keep falling apart more and more and if there just wasn't that other girl involved everything would be different. you want her to be your bestfriend so bad and she's your ultimate best friend and have more fun with her more then anyone. you use to hang out all the time now your lucky if you get to hang out once. you wish she was there, and it's so hard. and you don't know what to do. and you wonder if there a true friend and everyone tells you dump her as a friend, but they just don't get it.....
