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nineteen years, but i got nowhere to be

 

I'm really sleepy, but I have some thoughts to share before I go to bed.

1. I think I'm lonely because I go too fast and look in the wrong place at the wrong time. And because I'm scared of letting people close in case we don't click like we thought we would (like we think we do). 

2. I want a pet lizard, but if I get a pet cat as well, will my lizard be safe? I love reptiles. I want a gecko. And a snake. Lots of snakes.

3. I found a word for the squeezing throat and burning corners: touch-starved.

4. I have very, very few friends. And maybe none left in this country.

5. For a very long time, years, I have been the one who writes the heartbreaking stories. When my friends want angst, they come to me. Today, I learned about myself that perhaps I can finally close that chapter. I want more happy stories in my life.

6. I have known some cruel facts for a long time: telling the truths about me = dissowned. And I have long resigned myself (re: tried, failed, struggled) to the idea that I'd never live a full life for it. I am not -- cannot be, not me, not who I am now -- selfish enough to throw away my family for that. But I'm tryhing to look at it in a gentler light. I'm trying to treat myself like I would something I loved, rather than something heavy I have been forced to carry.

7. Nobody really talks to me. Not really. Or at least, very few people; not many people reach out to me. I think they care, but I don't think they care that much. Not enough that it matters how I'm doing if I'm not right in front of them... I would like to change that, somehow.

8. I want my gender to not matter to me.

Okay. Goodnight. xo






 

DON'T TREAT ME LIKE GARBAGE AND THEN ASSUME I'M TOO NAIVE TO NOTICE. DON'T ACT LIKE THE VICTIM WHEN YOU GET WHAT YOU TRULY DESERVE. IT'S NOBODY'S FAULT BUT YOUR OWN. I MIGHT NOT BE WORTH THE SUN, HELL, I MIGHT NOT EVEN






 
BE WORTH A STAR, BUT I AM AT LEAST WORTH A RESPONSE. I'M AT LEAST WORTH YOU PRETENDING TO CARE. BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WORSE, YOU PRETENDING TO CARE, OR YOU NOT CARING AT ALL.
 




don't paint me black when I used to be golden


"Spend a little more time trying to make something of yourself
and a little less time trying to impress people."

-The Breakfast Club

I am convinced that different people bring out different sides of you
Not all girls are made of
Sugar and spice and all things nice.
Some are made of witchcraft and wolf
And a little bit of vice.

PEOPLE ONLY WANT YOU WHEN YOU CAN GIVE THEM SOMETHING.







 
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i needed a blessing,
      but i got a curse.
 

    Perhaps it is true that we do not really exist until there is someone there to see us existing, we cannot properly speak until there is someone who can understand what we are saying in essence, we are not wholly alive until we are loved.

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