im just gonna pour my heart out.
you make me feel like im on top of the world
whenever im around you, you give me so much more than just
your smile. your hair. your eyes.
you drive me totally and completely insane.
i know i made a mistake and i know we were never really a thing
but i hope you understand.
you said that "things were okay" and "nothing i
did would change your mind" but it seemed like things
the truth is i think that i am in love for the first time
the truth is i loved you long before you knew it
im not just gonna back down because of one mistake
you may not feel the same but i feel that if i fight for you, i
can make you see
make you see that we can be something special
something better than the norm
i just have to make you see......
-my unconfessed love for Ladybug
im horrible at taking tests and
starting conversations and right now its 4am on a school night
and i cant fall asleep because im so scared that loving you was
the only thing ive ever been good at and i couldnt even do that
I'm in my artificial
Paradise...don't take me out...please... I've needed this for so
long... listening to
the authentic South Pacific beats as I
hold dearly the most common coin from my homeland...
eyes closed...imagining... Imagining the waves crashing against
the sharp rocks as I sit on
the nearby smooth rock, playing my blue guitar
that's slightly out of tune... watching the
dolphins in the sunset between the times when
my eyes are closed because I'm indulging my other
enjoying the gentle sea breeze...the feel...the
Then I open my eyes...
and I snap out of it...
still in Detroit
...a loner in the city...
...a stranger in the town...
...a girl in an adult's
body, an outsider everywhere...
...not grown up yet...because...