i've been sad for a while now,
and i finally realize why, i thought it was just the feeling of rejection, the "the guy i love doesnt love me" feeling, but it was much more than that, it was how he treated me, what he did to me; the lies, the broken promises, all that he put me through. and after all he said to me, i still found myself completly, absolutly, without a doubt in love with him... I hate him for what he did to me, what he made me do, but i love him for the way he makes me feel, and the way he apologizes.. usually...
I hate and love him, with all of my heart.
and suprisingly, that makes sense.
all mine... idc how you rate, i just needed to get my feelings out..