Poems Quotes

Memories shaded in the depth of time
In some forgotten part of a rhyme
Let these words entrance me
Let there meaning become clear
Let them flow from withen me
To somewhere near
But far from me
Of something trapped withen
It longs to be set free
And break the chains
To see the daylight once so pure
To see the stars not studded with ice
To see what once was
Intertwined in the heavens alight
But now thats gone
And in its place
Is a world filled with lies
Where seldom anyone understands
What is inside
Waiting aching to be set free
Colliding with a fierce reality
Where no one has a notion to set
Whats withen them free
Are we too scared to let go
Or too scared to be set free?

& she said
"dont say it if you dont really mean it,
but if you do, than let me hear it
tell me that you dont really love me
& you never really _cared
put your hand to your heart and
tell me you cant feel me there!"

& thats when he told her he'd always love her
and he swears he'll always care.
he put her hand to his heart,
and told her it was her she felt beating there

but she felt something more in those words,
she knew that was his [goodbye]
& when he whispered "i'm so sorry love..."
oh, she was too _broken to even cry




<3 credit please

Reaching out you took my hand.
Trusting I followed you to this bleak land.
A land where you are no longer my friend.
Your intention is not to protect or defend.

A place where no one hears my cries.
Where my body is broken and my spirit dies.
Tears fill my eyes as your hands are fisted in my hair.
A room full of laughter, you take your share.

The crowd cheers you on as I lay limp on the floor.
There's no fight left as you push for more.
Anger at my lack of resistance drives your speed.
I cry out, I scream and begin to bleed.

You draw back your arm to land a blow.
I ignore your demands, but still you won't let go.
I close my eyes as if to block out the pain.
But, you've left your mark, as my life starts to drain.

You've had your fill, and you lean in to say,
"I'll kill you if you tell," and I nod ok.
I curl in a ball and weep until I'm dry.
Oh God, please just let me die.

Bruised and beaten, you've left me here.
Shattered and shaken, I can taste the fear.
Knowing that one day you will return
To teach me a lesson I've yet to learn.

I dial Jason's number and he is filled with rage.
He comes to save me, and I can see through the haze.
All the emotions that play across his face.
He wraps me in a blanket and we start the race.

Quickly towards home as I shiver and shake.
Knowing that nightmares will keep me awake.
He's carrying me against his hip.
Lest I try to walk and slip.

Yet, he doesn't know that inside now I run.
"It's over," he soothes, but it's only begun.

See what I see when I look in the mirror
The blurs of all my imperfections are getting clearer
The curve of my spine running to my hips
To the shape of my head and the softness of my lips

I trace the reflection that I see
Wondering if this is all that I will ever be
Dark brown hair and emerald green eyes
Looking at me now, a part of me dies

Seeing no beauty just a took up life
Wasted on a girl that depends on a knife
Scars on her body to show where it led
Sometimes she just sits alone and wishes she was dead

I scream at the mirror, slam my fists hard
I know with the way I am I'll never get far
Drop to my knees against the pieces
Rock back and forth as the pain increases

Bloody shards of glass stain the floor
As I lean my head up against the door
All the memories flood the room
As for death, I'll face my doom

My nightmares are carried with me everyday
As the laughs and tears are starting to fade
The way I feel, I'm already lost
Every tear I cried came at a cost

Every scream I shouted alone with every word I said
I made a mountain of lies now I must sleep in my bed
Every tortured yell that cut through my soul
Now I'm beinning to think killing myself was the goal

I stare at all the pieces that stare back at me
It seems no matter how much I tellthem to leave me alone they never let me be.
Take another hit on my wrist to try to make the pain go away
Scars written as examples to explain all the things I never got to say

My days and nights are getting harder
And my dreams seem to be slipping farther
All I can see is black ahead
Maybe that's why I dream that I'm dead

I try to hide the pain that I always feel
I really don't think I have anymore room to heal
Overshadowed thoughts always fill my mind
Of all the hurt and memories I can't leave behind

All the people that I've hurt in my life
I honestly don't know why I put up the fight
Though I'm sorry and I always will be
These are only some of the things that I see

My reflection in the mirror is starting to crack
Breaking because it's losing room to show me everything I lack
From the scars on my bloody wrists
To every vain that I missed

To the feeling of no self control
Now comes the time I must reap what I sew
All the words that spill out of my mouth
Every single anxious feeling; every single doubt

I keep staring at my reflection, the face inside the mirror
As the darkness that surrounds me starts to get nearer
All the bits and pieces that are shattered on the floor
Look up at me in disappointment. They don't want this body anymore.

I don't think my reflection will ever rearrange
Some things about it I'll never be able to change
Though the shape of my body will have its ups and downs
I'll always be left here holding a sad frown

The frown inside my eyes I can never take back
I'll stay there along with all the mistakes I'll always have to pack
The things I see when I look at myself
Is nothing compared to what I really have felt

Days go by and nights are a blur
I'll open my eyes when I stir
I'll go the mirror and look at what I'll always see
This stupid girl who doesn't want to be me

She didn't speak
Her presence was all that's there
Her face was cold with nothingness
To show the pain she bared
Her faint smile
Was a rouse?
And her laughter
To amuse
Her pain was as plain to see
Lonely
She had no emotion
No devoting
No feeling
I could see her crying
But I'd be lying
She's alone and lonely
Screaming, Help me

Born from silence, silence full of it
A perfect concert my best friend
So much to live for, so much to die for
If only my heart had a home

Sing what you can't say
Forget what you can't play
Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes
Walk within my poetry, this dying music
- My loveletter to nobody

Never sigh for better world
It's already composed, played and told
Every thought the music I write
Everything a wish for the night

Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin
Died for the beauty the one in the garden
Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom
Failed in becoming a god

Never sigh...

&quot;If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tears
For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality
where being wanted became a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down my life&quot;

&quot;Teach me passion for I fear it's gone
Show me love, hold the lorn
So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me
I'm sorry
Time will tell (this bitter farewell)
I live no more to shame nor me nor you
And you... I wish I didn't feel for you anymore...&quot;

A lonely soul
An ocean soul

IF tonight i die,
who will cry?
Strangers with their feigned interest,
while those i love have turned away.
and if my best isn't good enough,
What more can i Give?
GO ahead --walk away.
Just leave me here alone.
And if tonight i die,
Who will cry?
All my Strength is drained,
With nothing left to give.
Drowning in the depths of sorrow,
No tears left to cry.
A silent voice and distant eyes
That no one hears or sees.
And if tonight i die,
who will cry?

roses are supposed to be red
violets are blue
so why does my heart still stick on you?

I've been wearing this mask so well
for so long
that it's stuck
It's suffocating me
& my insecurities are showing through.






Luv this quote. don't know who made it up! but no credit to me

                Cindy brings the knife 
                                       o   v   e   r   h   e   r   w   r   i   s   t
                               cutting the thin skin that had been cut so
                                             ----->>many times before
                                     she cries, she screams, she hurts, 
                          but she doesn't stop:she's addicted to the pain


if you know someone who is hurting dont just keep it to yourself, tell someone.....it just might save a life!