she's crying, she's breaking, she's lying, she's faking.
she's hated and taunted, she's wanted and flaunted.
she's a puppet on strings, an angel without wings.
she's every girl you want her to be,
but she only wants her self esteem.
Rachel and Jonny have been together forever bu they never really noticed. They went throught elementary together, middle school together and high school together, but never noticed ach other presense. They were in the same class and have said hi to each other but never had a second thought. Then one day he found her crying.
Jonny: Um Rachel right? Rachel:Yeah.*sniffle* Jonny:Are you okay?*looks worried* Rachel: Oh yeah my boyfriend just broke up with me Jonny: Oh I'm sorry to hear. Rachel:That's okay. He was a skumbad anyway.*laughs* Jonny:*laughs* okay well umm.. I'm just gonna go the. See you later? Rachel: Yeah okay bye.
That night Jonny and Rachel dreamt of eachother. they started to see each other more often. they be came closer. Then one day she was going to ask him out. She found him, kissing another girl. She was heartbroken but walked to him anyway.
Jonny:Oh hey Rach*hugs*. This is Stephenie, my new girlfriend. Rachel:*hugs* Oh um cool. So uh we still on for tonight? Jonny: Actually I'm goind to Steph's house to meet her parents. How about next week? Rachel: Sure*walks away*
A while pasted and they grew farther apart. One day Jonny got a call.
Jonny:Hello? Person:Hi Jonny. Jonny: Who's this? Person: You don't know my voice? Jonny:Um no I don't think so. Who is this? Person: Its Rachel. Jonny: Hi..Rachel. OH Rachel whats up? Rachel: nothin much. so hows your girlfriend uh Stephanie? Jonny:We broke up a while ago. Rachel:Oh okay well meet me at the park okay? Jonny: Umm okay sure?*hangs up* Rachel:*hangs up*
They both go to the park. and sit down on a bench
Rachel: I um need to tell you something. Jonny:Okay anything. Rachel: I'm in love with you. Jonny:*looks shocked* Oh well Rachel, im engaged but I'm touched that-
Rachel runs away crying before he could say anything else. The next day jonny gts another phone call.
Jonny:Rachel?! Rachel's mom:No this is her mother. Jonny...Rachel killed herself last night. she wrote a note. Do you want me to drop it off. Jonny:What?! I'm sorry I-I can't believe this. No I will come and pick it up
Jonny drives over to her house.
Rachel's mom:Here.*hands him the note*
Jonny goes to the park where they were last night and read the note.
Dear Jonny,
I was so hurt when you told me you wre engaged but I could' control that. Please don't think that this is you fault. It's not, this is my choice.Im sorry and i will always love you
-RachelY stop teen suicide!
allIeverhear: be a good girl,
just behave, sit up straight, stand uptall, never falter, never fall, stay in school, make the grade, neverfail,
never fade, be ahero,
be a star, beanythingbut what you are.
