i'm scared of death
i'll admit it. i'm scared of
death.
alot of people say that they aren't
afraid of dying. well, unlike them, i am.
i'm terrified. i'm young. i haven't got to
live
my life yet. i'm not ready to go. i still have to finish
high school and go to college and make something of
myself. i still have to go through a million heart
breaks, just to
find that one perfect guy. the one that i'm gonna spend
the rest
of my life with. i can't die yet, i have to keep
that promise to my best
friend that we will ride around yelling at the cute old
men in our
power scooter chairs when we're 79. i don't wanna
die and
miss things like this. i understand that when it's your time,
then your gonna go, but i don't want my time to be
anytime soon. so, thats why i'm afraid. it's not like
i'm scared of going to heaven. i'm not even
a little afraid of how i will die. i'm just not
ready to leave this
world.