Help?
this isn't exactly a quote but i
really need 2 tell about whats happening and no1s around to talk,
so sorry. venting!
ok so ive been going out
with this guy that i really think im in love with for 2 months now.
and he always says he loves me too and i knew it was true for
a long time but lately im not sure. and hes so confusing. twice now
hes said i dont like him anymore and it always ends up in me crying
and telling him that i love him and how i cant believe he doesn't
see that. it's not like he ever has any reason to say it either he
always says "idk it just seems like it". i never know why
he puts me through all that. it REALLY hurts and i don't want to
lose him. and wenever i went on aim before he would always talk to
me right away. now i have to talk to him first. its not like i just
say it before he gets a chance to either. i wait 5 minutes and he
doesn't talk to me until i say something to him. and even then he
barely talks to me. and we used to do things together almost
everyday. its been almost two weeks since we have done anything.
hes not even trying anymore. im really afraid hes going to break up
with me. also schools starting in a few days and we have no classes
together. before we were going out he told me about this girl who
likes him. shes in a lot of classes with him. this is so
supersticious and stupid but i had a dream that he was asked out by
this girl and said yes and im just afraid hes gonna meet someone
else and forget about me. i just want to know he still loves me and
hes not going to forget about me this year. im so mad at myself for
being like this and so fricken jealous its really stupid and i wish
this wouldnt be happening ugh! i really love him. i just don't
know what to do. </3 =[