i`m not depressed; i just hate e v e r y t h i N g. i`m not a

i`m not depressed; i just hate e v e r y t h i N g.
i`m not a horrible person; i just let everyone down.
i`m not an outcast ; everyOne just hates me.
i`m not in love; i just constantly think Of him.
i`m not a cutter; i juSt have to slice my wrists.
i`m not a mistake; i`m juSt not supposed to b here.
i`m not suicidal; i just waNt to die.