Why do I continue to fall inlove when it hurts me? Why do I share

Why do I continue to fall inlove when it hurts me? Why do I share these feelings when you don't want me? Why do I laugh when you don't care. Why do I say hi and you don't respond. Why do I continue to love you when you don't notice me? Why do I only talk when I'm bleeding inside? Why do I cry when I wish to smile? Why do I blush instead of cry? Why do I hide from you when I want you to see me? Why am I shy around you? Why do I scream when you don't care? I'll tell you why, it's because I'm inlove!!!!