I
think it is possible to be in more pain,
then i am in every single day,
the pain of regret, stress, && life,
to much to bare, anymore.
My life is one big mess, that is,
proably impossible to clean up,
anymore, there is to much to it.
Its become who I am. && i just
cant push through it anymore.
Its too much for me to handle
anymore. to be honest im
proud ive made it this long.
Only one person understands,
&& not even they can help me
anymore.