I am done.
Done trying to impress you all the time, When you NEVER even notice me.
I'm tired of waking up extra early in the morning to try and look as good as I possibly can.
Dude, I need my sleep. You can go suck it.
I'm tired of burning my self trying to get my hair to curl perfectly.
And I hate hiding my face behind make up.
If you don't like the way I look, IDGAF.
I'm seriously tired of you and me insulting eachother.
I'm trying to hide my feelings for you.
You, you're just insulting me for the fun of it.
I may say, "I don't care."
Well, why don't you look me in the eyes to see what I'm really saying, instead of the lies that crom from my mouth.
I hate when I try to talk to you, nothing ever ends up the way I imagined it to.
But out of all of this, what I'm trying to say is,
I hate who I've become because of you.
I hate how I always lie.
I hate how I can't get close to anyone,
afraid they won't love me.
But... That ends now.
I will not change for a stupid boy like you.
This is venting. And I don't need it to look pretty just for you to see. And the same goes for him.
Done trying to impress you all the time, When you NEVER even notice me.
I'm tired of waking up extra early in the morning to try and look as good as I possibly can.
Dude, I need my sleep. You can go suck it.
I'm tired of burning my self trying to get my hair to curl perfectly.
And I hate hiding my face behind make up.
If you don't like the way I look, IDGAF.
I'm seriously tired of you and me insulting eachother.
I'm trying to hide my feelings for you.
You, you're just insulting me for the fun of it.
I may say, "I don't care."
Well, why don't you look me in the eyes to see what I'm really saying, instead of the lies that crom from my mouth.
I hate when I try to talk to you, nothing ever ends up the way I imagined it to.
But out of all of this, what I'm trying to say is,
I hate who I've become because of you.
I hate how I always lie.
I hate how I can't get close to anyone,
afraid they won't love me.
But... That ends now.
I will not change for a stupid boy like you.
This is venting. And I don't need it to look pretty just for you to see. And the same goes for him.
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