youtrustedmeandiletyoudown; I'm really sorry. I truly am. Please

He was basically my best friend and he got diagnosed with cancer the day after i came home from camp and everyone decided because i was the closest to him, they would leave it up to me to decide what was best for him considering he could no longer speak and was suffering tremendously and sooner or later we would just need to end his suffering, so it kind of came to an agreement to end it sooner. not a day goes by I don't think about him, ino it's not my fault but it just seems like there was something i could have done, but the day the final decision was made, he couldn't eat, drink, go to the bathroom, hold his head up, or even open his eyes. Thats when we knew it wasn't good at all.

RIP..? Aaw, what happened? :/