It's the worst when you know that you dont matter, but you stay

It's the worst when you know that you dont matter,
but you stay anyways.
And isn't it funny how he thinks he's fooling you?
He doesn't fool me.
it's like trying to catch the air,
Impossible.
And when it comes down to it,
He doesn't matter to you either.
Like maybe everything has lost purpose,
But then he smiles
...and then you remember why you stay in the game.