i probably shouldn't be telling you this, but no matter what

i probably shouldn't be telling you this, but no matter what you do to me, i'm still here. for some crazy reason i'll stick around through the bad times & the fights. i'll make up excuses for why you didn't call, why you never cared. i'll keep coming back for more even when you push me away. i think i'm just staying around so that one day when i finally do leave for good, you'll look back & say "wow, that girl really did love me."